I've always considered myself a spiritual person. I believe in God and I've never questioned my faith. I've never been good at just sitting and saying a long, heartfelt prayer. I would start a prayer and the next thing I know I'm drifting off onto something else. But I've always felt a constant connection with God, and would have a sort of dialogue with him through out the day. But over the last year I have been farther from God than I've ever been in my life. And I know in my mind that this is when I need God the most, I just havn't been able to connect. Sometimes, when especially anxious about something, I would recite the Lord's Prayer in my head, hoping to feel God in my heart.
Thanks to all the prayers that I know have been said on my behalf, I'm finally starting to focus. And I know that I need to be even more focused on God than ever before. It's not good enough to just be aware, I have to seek God out in everything I do. I've learned that for me, writing helps to keep me focused when there is something I need to say. So I've decided to start my prayer journal... finally. I've got nothing but time on my hands, so there is no excuse.
So once again, I need to say a very big THANK YOU to all of the people who have prayed for me. And now... I'm going to talk to GOD......
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